January 13, 2020
These came up in my photo memories today. Sweet memories, painful memories. What would I have done differently if I had known Ashley would only be with me for another three months and eight days?! I would have been more intentional with my time, I would have held her tighter, and breathed deeply of her, I would have stroked her hair and closed my eyes to always remember the moment.
Today, be intentional with your time, with making memories. They don’t have to be big things…in the little things of touching them or hearing their voice, close your eyes and truly take in that moment, and no matter how weird they think it is, have them do the same…it might be you that is one day missing from your child’s life. Love your children, embrace all that God brings into your life today, let your children know how much you cherish them, make memories, take pictures, be kind to family, and be kind to animals. And I don’t mean every day (well, be kind to your family and to animals every day!), but take inventory periodically. And if it’s been a while, then truly be intentional that day with your precious children (and spouses!, and parents).
Ashley, how I miss you, my sweet girl! I will see you soon!!! 💕💔💕
